every time i

i feel the

juice flowing down my mouth and

eth onto my shirt my brain has been rewired to release a shot of dopamine every atom of

is released from my soggy, scarred mouth. every

i

i lose a little bit of myself. every

is a memory i would never dare to lose, my body slowly disappears, as all of my energy is dispersed into a large

lake. i am now a shell of my former self, sinking into the

pit and slowly being consumed by my own poison, my body in

form, into i become

and join the other like me to assimilate into the universal mind