10 servers will only die when I do get blocked by a lot because of the porn bots and general attitude of mastodon (lying about us doing stuff then never came back (<--- happens a lot)
i reached the 200 number despite relentless garbage posts all day every week where anyone can show up and a powerful enemy to make (I do not recommend this)
Oh yeah, I've been getting this behavior the last few days - if I try to add a react to posts it does this - the session basically become unrecoverable and I have to re-launch my browser.
If it makes me feel bad so I don't talk to people and then I feel worse because of that and so on until I trick myself into thinking I've let too much time pass to ever talk to people again - like I've missed the due date or something.