pour rubbing alcohol over every where and mouthwash with high alcohol listerine so they don't escape into my muffin That muffin is looking awfully like a hamster, someone has to
I will make you feel better about stuff soon, it can be hard to forget about stuff that went wrong before but realistically you got a lot of time to improve what you want and you should try your best to focus on making things better rather than getting stuck on soapbox all night (^: