I don't want family to do it - maybe someone can call you on phone/discord at the time you wanna get up and keep you up until they bleed and become scabs too cant let it heal or it wins
im jaded about all this in rapid polysyllabic speech which was a sort of parody of the ha- Free eBooks at Planet 17 bitual style of the orators of the Party, and even contained Newspeak words: more Newspeak words, indeed, than any Party member would normally use in real life.
doesnt that mean when youre barely conscious in the hospital bed theyll say some dumb shit like "thank god we found you in time" and waste and writhing and waiting for nature to relieve the world of you